If you see this I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! I'm so sorry if I ever leave just know I will always love you. Please, please be patient with me. I will come back if I ever leave. I promise I will love you until the day I die. I know whatever decision I make is okay with you, yes this might leave you in pain or it might leave you happy. I'm so sorry for making life more complicated for you, you shouldn't be dealing with my problems you should be able to live your life. when or even if I decide to leave LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH HAPPINESS. You have brought me so much happiness thank you for making me feel special and giving me daily kisses and giving me kisses on ft when I don't even want it but you do it anyway. Thank you so much for everything. MWAH kisses for da wife:)