how did you let go of me so easily after so long, that's what hurt the most. i just don't get it. i don't feel anything anymore, i've let you go but it took me a while, how did you do it so fast after everything we've been through? i don't want you anymore but i don't want anyone else either, i'm completely numb to emotion towards people. i just want someone to make me feel again and you ruined that for me. i can't trust anyone because you made me feel unlovable and for that i hate you.