Unsent Messages

hey, you'll probably never see this but i love you. I've loved you for two years now , I never told you because I've always been so afraid that you just don't feel the same way. I know there have been times where I told you I liked you and you told me you kinda liked me but in the end we always agreed to stay friends. I don't know why. Maybe we're both scared of committing or just being together but I think the main issue was the fact we were both afraid what other people might think of us if we were together.

Anyway, to this day I still love you. I don't know if I will ever be able to stop. I've tried to stop before but I just couldn't. I love the way we have our small talks and just I love being around. You actually make me not feel numb. I love the way your blue eyes connect with mine when we're in the same class or the way my friend always says you are attracted to me just because for some reason you're feet are always pointing towards when we're in cooking class but I don't really get it how that would make you attracted to me. I mean I wish there was something between us , more than just a friendship but I'm not sure if you ever will feel the same as me.

I love you