I'm trying to be there for you but you keep pushing me away and blaming me for it. I love you forever and we'll get through this but at the moment your view on me is completely negative. I've tried to change your mindset but you're not listening to me. I feel hopeless and I feel as though i'm talking to a brick wall. It's completely ruined me and therefore I've had to remove myself from you. I want to be there for you but you don't want me there. You mean so much to me
