Unsent Messages

you know, the day we met never leaves my mind. the way you glanced at me, and asked for my number. the way you laughed at every joke i said. the way you'd stare at me. you know, sometimes all i can think about is your voice. sometimes, i wish i could tell you how i still feel. but my emotions will never be able to be put into words. my emotions are something I've never been good at expressing. i still keep the gifts you sent me years ago, and i still keep the pictures on my wall. even though our love was not good for the both of us, i feel like as if it were a lesson. i still love you. and sometimes i think i never will stop loving you. i thought I'd forgotten about you until i listened to the same song i heard the first time i met you. even though you left, there will always be a you shaped hole in my heart. lately, you never leave my head. and selfishly, i hope it stays that way forever. i never wanna forget you, or us.