You do know what you did to me right? You do realise how manipulative you were? You realise how afraid I am of you? You realise how you violated my body? I didn't even like you that much at the start and yet I let you use me and treat me like shit because I thought I was worth nothing. I know now how terrible of a person you really are and I wish I didn't just ignore for the sake of convince and for the sake of you. I genuinely don't think you ever felt bad or ever loved me because how else could you have treated me like that? I hope you change for the better so no one else will have the same scars that I do. You're not doomed to be a horrible person if you make effort to change. The thing is you never made effort.