Unsent Messages

hi love,
okay damn i already fucking crying. i dont know how emotional im gonna get bc im writing this on facetime with a friend. But, you don't understand how much I love you, how many times I've cried over you, and how i would do fucking anything. to be with you. I hope you know how serious I am about this. god I can't believe you're my fucking twin flame and i know it. our souls were meant to be together. it's the distance between us right now that makes me so sure of this. it hurts so much being without you. you don't understand how hard i've been trying to be with you. but its going to happen soon. i know this isn't okay to say but my happiness is connected to you. my life will be so much better with you in it i can't wait. i know youre getting impatient with my dumbass who couldn't figure this shit out but i promise, i promise, the next time i will do it. also by the way, that letter you got in the first day before 3rd year that "magically" showed up was from me LMFAO. i know you're probably confused but it's because, like i said, i would do absolutely fucking anything for you.
I miss you so much my darling. I miss your voice, your cologne, the feel of your hair when you just wash it, the feel of your arms around me, and just you.
ill be there soon dray.
love, ur starlight