Unsent Messages

i really miss u and i'm sorry that things didn't work out, I loved u so so much but i never knew how u felt about me like u were so secretive i never knew what u were thinking. I'm sorry that mos of the times we were fighting, it's my fault cuz i am a type of a person that when I like or love someone i'll get mad easily cuz i just want everything to be perfect and i get jelous easily because i'm not pretty as other girls that surround u. I cared about u more than for myself. The main and only reason why i rejected u that night is because i knew another girl liked u and she was way better and prettier than me , i was going through so much pain while seeing you two together,it broke my heart to se a person I love the most love someone else the way I love them. Do i miss you? Yea I do,more than anything:) but it's better like this . You have changed so much that I even can't recgonize you , I'm looking at u but i'm not seeing a person that I used to love . My biggest regret is not telling you how I feel on time. It breaks my soul not knowing how u feel about me, did you ever even care about me or my feelings, why did you lie to me so many times , why were u treating me like trash and like u don't know me . You pretended to know me for 2 days then were back to strangers again, why? What was the point of everything if you're just gonna break me. I'm sorry if I treated you back