Tommy, I liked you so much and it hurt so bad when you let me go so easily. I know it was my idea, but I thought you would at least fight for me. I’m so conflicted because I’m doing so well without you. I’m learning, growing, and loving myself without you, DESPITE you and the pain you caused me. Yet, I still want you back. I thought you were the real deal, I still think you might be...but I guess I’ll never know.