From: ABC
To: F
Date: December 6, 2020, 8:05 pm
i think i'm over u. but i need u to know that if u told me u loved me i would rush back in a heartbeat. and that terrifies me. i don't think feeling like that about someone is healthy, especially if they treat me like u did.
one day u made me feel like the prettiest most important girl in the world and suddenly u didnt talk to me that much anymore. eventually we grew apart. and then my friends had to tell me u fell in love with someone else. and the worst thing is that i can't be mad at u because u were never mine to begin with. but hell did it feel like it. and i guess it broke my heart even more that it was so easy to just forget me, especially because i know i'll never forget u. even if it wasn' official, u were still the first guy i ever loved. but i moved on, i really did, i only think of u when it get's bad like rn...