there are times when i still lie awake you know. hoping that you will message me. tell me that its me you love. tell me that it wasnt all for pics or gratification. but i know that its stupid to think like that. you will never love someone like me. you never even liked me. you used me. you changed but at what point i cant remember. the past few years have merged into a second. i can barely remember the first time we met. i should try to forget you. but here i am, once again thinking about you. and i wish i wasnt.
