dude you were my best friend and i have no idea what happened. ofc i still think abt u, and i worry constantly because i know you just need a bigass hug. deep deep down you know you're not okay and you need help. if you ever called me out of the blue because you needed me, id pick up in a heartbeat. i will always love you TONS, but i love you from a very very far distance. please look out for yourself and stay safe.