From: ABC
To: Avery
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:47 pm
I know you didn't mean to hurt me in the end, but you still did. I know you have a big heart and that you mean well, but you still hurt me. I know what was bound to happen after that night, but i still hoped that it wouldn't of. I know everyone tells me i deserve better, but you were so much more than that, theres not even enough words to try and describe how much of an amazing person you are or at least the person i saw that everyone else didn't. I know you moved on, but i still find myself thinking about you all day and night. I know you haven't even shedded one single tear the fact that you lost me, but i have shed more tears then there are stars. I know i was just another girl to you, but you weren't just my first love, you were my whole world. and you took my world from me and you now left me all alone with my heart ripped out of my chest. I know you didn't trust me, but i trusted you with my life when sometimes i probably shouldn't of. I know i probably should of never started talking to you in geometry, but Im glad i met you and got close with you and fell in love with you. Even though i had to pay my price and get hurt like this. It was all worth it for you. I know that im not your person no more, but you will still always be mine. I know that i cant make you happy no more, even though you were my only happiness. I know that there is some other girl that will make you happy, and i know that girl will not be me, but it would truly fill my heart to see you happy even if its with someone else. As much as it breaks my heart to admit but im not your girl no more, im not your friend anymore, All we are is just strangers with memories that i find myself replaying in my head all the time, wishing i could go back to. I know you hate me now for what i did, but i will always love you no matter what you do to me. forever and always love, Shelby