so much of me feels stupid for craving you like this, everyone told me you werent good for me, even your sisters. i stood up for you, i didnt care what others had to say. i trusted you more than i trusted myself probably because of the fact that you told me i could. i will always love you and you know that and i think you will too. i think you were scared of the way i made you feel. you told me you felt something foreign and i think that was the love. its okay that you never did anything about it, its okay that you dated other girls just so i could watch and slowly melt away because of it. i just want you to know that its okay to feel. so maybe in another lifetime?
i love you loser