a letter to myself: you’re hurting urself in indescribable ways. i can only sit back and watch you, it’s becoming irreversible, im so sorry. i don’t know what to do because idk what happened to you!!! you used to be so happy even with all that bullshit happening while you were growing up. now you’re not that person anymore and i can never imagine you being that person again. i’m sorry but maybe your purpose is to suffer in life because that is all that has happened for you.
