Unsent Messages

I love you so much. You have no idea how much you mean to me. I’m so happy I get to call you mine. And I’m so in love with you, and I want to tell you why. The moment we met, I thought you were just adorable and shy. And that’s one thing I fell in love with. But there’s so many more. I fell in love with your voice and the way you talk. I fell in love with how much you cared for me from the start. How I can trust you, how I can talk to you. I fell in love with your cute ass face, with your cute nose, lips, pretty deep browns eyes, perfect teeth, and holy shit your fucking smile drives me insane. I fell in love with the way you look at me and caress my face while calling me beautiful. I fell in love with the way you can be completely yourself around me. I remember one time we hung out when we were only one month in our relationship, you bought me a redbull and I know it may not seem like a lot, but it’s the fact you knew it was my favorite drink and you remembered my favorite flavor. I also just fell in love with the way that you walk and the way your lanky and skinny, the way you lay on me and let me baby you, (that’s my favorite!!)and the way you make me feel safe and comforted around you always, but I fell in love with just you in general, Ashton. And I love you so much and I want to say that I’m sorry for what other girls have done to you in your past relationships and fucked up your way of trust etcetera. And those girls lost a lot. They lost the most considerate, perfect, loving human being ever. But I’m glad they lost you, so I can treat you so fucking good, and make you feel loved like never before how you make me feel loved. You mean the world to me. And although things may be hard right now, I’m never going to leave your side. I’m here with you forever and always like we both say. I’m so excited to spend my life with you, and the day we start our own little family. I love you. And I can’t wait to wrap myself in your arms again and tell you I love you. You’re my perfect person and I’m so glad you’re in my life. I wanted to thank you. For caring and loving me and just for being you, but also for saving me. And making me happy. I couldn’t live without you and before I barely was, and you saved me. And I will always be great full of you and that. I love you and I miss you. Please though, don’t leave me when I’m most vulnerable like all the rest. I cant afford to lose you. And I promise I’m never going to hurt you. I love you. So much.