i wonder if we were meant to be but in a different life where i wasn’t so broken and helpless. you put in all the effort and time and i couldn’t give it back to you. i said it was the distance between us and it wouldn’t work out. in reality, it’s because i didn’t want to burden you with my problems. you deserve better. you are a beautiful and such an intelligent person. i hope you find a girl that treats you like royalty. maybe one day we will make that lavender cafe in the middle of nowhere somewhere in europe. maybe we will have the little succulents and make homemade strawberry milk. maybe not in this lifetime, but maybe in the next one.