Unsent Messages

what i dont understand is that you could look at me and tell me you love me but tell me in the same sentence you didn't and couldn't be with me. because you did it often. leave it to you to block me on everything but POST ON THIS WEBSITE UNDER MY NAME. leave it to you to HARASS ME until i came back. leave it to you to tell me about how you had sex with other girls, how you sexted other girls, and EXPECT ME TO WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU. oh god forbid i went out on a date, you never even acted like i was your girlfriend. you would use me for attention and for help with your internship. you never stuck around and you would run away when things got hard. you made me feel like no one was going to ever pick me or want to be with me because it seemed like no matter what i did, no matter how long i stayed on the phone with you, no matter what i said, you never were going to want to be with me. this is why i said in august for you to leave me alone. i didn't want you to do this shit to me again. and you always do. I'm done arguing and I'm done with you posting shit online about me. leave me alone once and for all. I'm over it.