it fucking sucks, heartbreak. i still talk to you pretty much everyday as just friends and it tears me up inside wondering if it'll ever be us again. i miss you so much it physically hurts and when i get a notification from you my heart leaps and i try and wait a bit before replying so i don't still look desperate and still in love with you when truth be told i'm still utterly and madly in love with you and i don't think you are anymore. and i'm trying to be okay with that. but if you ever see this, i love you. with my whole heart. still.
- yours forever, e