i hate that i never got the chance to tell you how much you truly meant to me. i hate how we dont talk anymore. i hate how youre happy without me, like i didnt even matter. i hate how i was always there for you and you laughed at my feelings. i hate how i can never have a serious converstaion with you alone. i hate how you will grow old and i wont be a part of your life. i hate how its all my fault. i hate how i should have told you straight up. i hate how youre eyes never lit up for me. i hate how i let myself fall for you. i hate that i cant get over you. I HATE YOU. or maybe me.