ik this is supposed to be for first loves but i wnna just let u know that i appreciate u a lot and u make me really happy. ur my best friend and i love you. platonically, of course. i shld probably get straight to the point though. i havent messaged you for a few days bc im scared. my mental state hasnt been the best these past few days and im so sorry. i know we had plans and we were going to ft together but im just scared. im sorry. im trying my hardest