I have nightmares about you at least three times a week now. I can’t make them stop. Please I just want us to be okay again.. or maybe you have someone new that has been preoccupying your time like I used to. I miss video calling and pretending to study while all we did was catch up instead. I care about you Gabrielle and I always have no matter the circumstances, I miss hearing about your day and how you are. Please don’t let this be the end.