you were the first guy i “properly” liked. i met you in year7 and though since then there’s been two other guys i don’t think my feelings for you ever left. and i really regret not speaking to you, i regret not having more than just one short interaction with you. it’s only been a month or so without you and that’s really scary, before we know it it’ll be a year and i really don’t want that to come. i’m not sure about everyone else but i’m still not doing great knowing you’re not here with us, it hurts a lot especially with so much guilt wrapped with it. we all miss and love you greatly riley. rest easy darling