Hi Love. How are you doing? are you okay? yeah? that's good. I'm sorry that they hurt you. I'm sorry that despite everyone saying they love you, they leave. you're back to 0, I know. I'm proud of you. Despite the thoughts of no return, you made it. you lived. you kept on. And maybe one day you can love again. and truly cry. But just not today. and that's okay. keep on darling.