From: ABC
To: soph
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:01 pm
i loved you with everything i had and i still do, i know i've distanced myself but i had to. it was for my own wellbeing and for yours as well. i have so much love for you and i always will have, however i can't go back, i outgrew the past already.i love you forever b, there's not a day that goes by without me thinking about you, but since what happened you've made me feel ashamed in a way no one has, as if no one ever does mistakes and it ate me up alive. i'm just human and that pressure that i bottled up inside of me from the situation was let out, and since then i haven't seen anyone or anything the same way. i don't feel the way i used to around you anymore, the pain always find a way back to hit me when i'm in your presence . i love you forever b, you're mine. you're one of the best things that happened to me and i'm sorry it had to end this way. i hope you're doing well.
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