Unsent Messages

I really fucking love you,, i'm not entirely sure you even like me as more than a friend but Kat makes me feel jealous, that's not something that i've ever felt before. i want to cuddle with you as something more than what we already are. i want to hold you tight as we gently drift off under the covers, our body's keeping each other warm while the cold air of the night blows outside. i want to kiss you, god you have no idea how much i just want to kiss that pretty face of yours. i want to go on hikes together, the leaves of fall crunching beneath our shoes, alerting all animals around us of our presence. it wont stop it from being any less fun, especially since i would still be with you. i want to be more than friends, i really want to date you. not as a joke, not for shits and giggles. i still don't know how long i've liked you for but i do know that it's been for awhile. it just wasn't in the way i thought it was. i don't like you platonically, it's romantically. i'm pretty sure that this won't ever meet anyone's eyes but my own but i just wanted to tell someone out there just how much i love you.