hey. i didn’t think i loved u, but looking back i think it was love, just not in the way u hear abt it. i’m glad we happened, but a part of me always won’t be able to not feel immensely heavy when ur name is mentioned. idk if a still love u. it’s like the leftovers of love, gone but traces remaining. it’s confusing me. i want to move on. but who knows. maybe it just won’t be the same as it was with us.