I don't understand how we went from speaking daily to you not even reading my messages. I told you everything that I would be scared to tell my friends now, but you just left without an explanation. I understand that you needed to leave, but when everyone asks me why you left, it pains me to say that I dont know because i feel like a shit friend. I know that my feelings towards you arent mutual, yet I still feel this way. Even when I know that this friendship is kinda over I still try and text you, being extra friendly hoping that it sends the right message over that i love you. You dont even fucking read my messages but I still try.