Not only were you my first love but you were my first best friend as well. I wish it could have been different. I wish you could have loved me the same way I loved you. I sacrificed everything by telling you how I felt and you belittled my feelings as if they were nothing. I wanted us to be together, you acted like we were most of the time. I was so confused, you knew what you were doing. All the times we would hug and kiss? You would even sneak into my bed when we had sleepovers. Was it simply a joke to you? I don't understand why you did any of it if you thought so less of me. This is me letting you go, for too long now i've been hurting, hoping you would see that your actions pained me. But obviously you just didn't care. bye em x