I miss you and I know I shouldnt. I wish this didn't have to be the end of us, I wish I could reach out one more time and have you back in my life because I love you. Not cheesy romantic love but a deep friendship love. I tried to be there for you all the time and eventually I stopped reaching because I just thought you never cared about me back. I want you to meet K I want to laugh with you in dairy queen. I should respect that you dont want me there anymore and let you go but part of me hopes you still want to be my friend and that you read this message. I get if you need time, I just just hope that you try to reach out eventually because imagining life without you sucks.
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