i dont even know if you love me. i dont know what to feel. i just want to hug you and stay there forever, to feel you next to me. just be honest and say if you are just fucking around with me or not. i dont know what to believe anymore. you say you do. i dont believe you. im too afraid of opening up again, so i blocked everything that im feeling to make sure that if you do screw me over, i wont be hurt. i dont even know what to do. i miss you.