i miss you a lot. everything reminds me of you and it sucks because now and then i see you and the most we'll do is pass by each other and smile. but i know that you're happy with your girlfriend and she's an absolutely amazing person which makes me happy because you deserve the absolute best. sometimes i wonder if you ever had feelings for me the way i had them for you. there were these little moments that i never seem to forget. especially your hugs, your smiles, your laughs, and most of all your pure genuine eyes that gave me butterflies everytime i looked at them. i dont know how long its going to take me to get over you but I hope that it doesn't take forever because this hurts too much to still hold on to something that we never even had