You do mean so so much to me, more than all of my friends, but I can't cut them out of my life, there is always a possibility that it won't work, and if it doesn't and I cut my friends out of my life then, I won't have you and all my friends. You don't understand all of my friends are one big group, and we always hang out together; if I were to cut out my girl friends, then I would be cutting out all of my guy friends, and I'm sorry, but I can't do that. I don't understand why you can't be ok with me having friends. I haven't done anything to make you not trust me.
