for 3 years ive wanted nothing more than to hold you and tell you how much i adore you, how much i love your laugh, how much i love the way your eyes crinkle when you smile. but i know if i did that you would never look at me the same and it kills me inside more and more each day. all I can hope is that whoever you fall in love with one day, they'll treat you just as well as i would have.