Unsent Messages

i really hope you never see this but if you do, hi, u know who i am. i just wanted to tell you that you’re such a beautiful human being inside and out. i know we only lasted a super short time and this was barely considered a relationship, but i fell so hard for you so quick. and it’s good that we ended this early, because we both did need to mature even tho i didn’t realize i needed to as well. but i can’t shake the feeling that we could’ve been so good together if we had more time and really tried, yknow? i promise you i’d never hurt you like you’ve been hurt before. i know you still need time to heal from your past, but know that i’m here. i’m glad we’re still friendly, but i think i even ruined that by pushing it, and i’m really sorry. that was dumb. i just freaked out. i feel like i’m different in a really good way now, and ready to totally be myself with you, because i feel like that was an issue too. maybe that’s why you might not have thought this was salvageable. all i wish is for you to want to try again, and see the real me, because i think you could love her. there could’ve been so much pure love between us. if you ever want to come back, i’m so okay with trying again. we don’t have to label anything. we can just talk. i miss you. but if nothing ever comes of us again, i hope you have a good life and get everything you ever told me you wanted.