Unsent Messages

i feel so much guilt for basically blowing up our friendship, but i’m not the one who walked away in the end. i was always trying to save your life dude, and the girl you still hang around is the same one you hated for years. it’s funny how i’m the one booted from the friend group when you’re the one who always wanted out. you never turned to look at me and realize that i was doing the same shit in high school as you. i was waiting for someone to see that i wasn’t okay, but instead i always had to make sure you were okay. when i reach out you push me away, and that’s completely fine. i respect that. but don’t let it hang under the guise of not wanting to be part of the “drama” and just tell me you don’t wanna be my friend anymore. it’s the least i deserve.