Unsent Messages

i’m finally done being in love with you. i’m done feeling sorry for you since we ended things. you pressured me and made me resent my friends and the obligations i had. you were so convinced i would cheat on you when you never stopped to consider that i never could. you were the first person i told about my sexuality, my first real kiss, first boyfriend, first love, first everything. i know i had issues back then, and i know i caused so many fights that i shouldn’t have, but that doesn’t excuse how you treated me. so i’m done. you know i’ve only kissed one person since you walked out of my dorm and never for a second turned to see me falling to the ground. i gave away most of the gifts you gave me, you never considered what i actually ever wanted so i didn’t like them anyways. sorry your dog died, i was gonna text you and say something but you asked me not to. it’s been a year and i still resent you for that, because you made it seem like you were the only one hurting. i hope you fucked my best friend, and i hope you know that you ruined me. goodbye.