I wish you really understood how much you mean to me. The deep random talks. Our love of horror movies even though you jump at literally everything. When it would get slow at work and we’d play “pick your top 5” and you would never be able to make a quick decision and always put so much thought into what you were going to say. I loved you. I still love you but you love her and will forever choose her. I just wish for once you would see me....