I've liked you since my freshman year but every time I get my hopes up some other girl takes your breath away. I've seen it for two years now I'm numb to it . But it still hurts . Because I still saved those thoughts, tik toks, false hopes . Makes it harder every time but I tried to just not let it bother . Now here I go again heart broke . Watching it play out once again as all that manifesting and hoping goes to waste . I mean what's one more heartbreak ? I've gotten it hurt before .