See , you never understand me at all. I'm an introvert. And I'm not interested in filling your place with someone else. Few people truly welcome to never replace with another. You were one of them but you didn't understand. Leaving you behind didn't mean forgetting all , but remember. It was like cutting my own arm off my body. Think that. Think that why a person do it to himself. Just a tip, people cut arms or such places to save other parts of body. To keep alive person itself. You dumbass stupid thing