isa it’s kirsten. idk if you’re gonna see this or whatever but i really miss you. i want to tell you but i don’t want to walk back into your life years later when you’ve already moved on. ik what that kind of thing has done to me and i would never want to do that to you. i’ve found so much comfort with you and im scared of moving on. idk what to do with myself. i haven’t been able to sleep without seeing your face or being in your arms. you make me feel safe, up till now.