its hard to accept that you decided to just leave like that but I guess it was gonna happen in the process of you finding yourself and there isn't any way that I can be bitter about you trying to be happy so it makes me happy too I just wish you tried a little harder maybe at least an effort to maintain our bond would be good enough and I don't think there's any way that it can go back like we used to be but you did leave the biggest impact on me; on my mental and emotional health. you helped me grow as a person, showed me what was good for me and I cant thank you for that ever but I hope we find each other sometime in the future cause I really have never met anyone like you.