Hey me again. I love you and I can’t help it. Like I can’t. But you are not mine to have... you are so happy with her but at times I feel you actually like me.... like idk I’m sorry. Thank you for everything though. Thank you so much for making me happy and caring about me and spending time with me even when you shouldn’t have. Thank you. I am scared one day I will have to let you go. I don’t know how I will handle that but I am grateful for what we have had so far so thank you. I hope you stay with me forever though. I hope one day I can call you mine... xx:))