Unsent Messages

dear sean,

i know i probably don't mean to you as much as you mean to me and that really sucks, because im falling for you even though i already have one, but i cant help it. your just so amazing, your so sweet, even though sometimes your not. whenever you call me beautiful i remember it and replay it in my mins 24/7. it kinda sucks that you dont call me that anymore, that you always ask why i'm bored and calling him, that you never text me first and so on. i understand that i'm not important and im probably just some side chick but why'd you have to mean so much to me. i literally told everyone about you, my best friends and my family. your just that important to me. every time i call you, it's always me asking and you always leave me on read and it's so darn annoying like if your losing interest or think i'm annoying just tell me. it's not that hard. i know it may hurt my feelings but i can take it.