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you were sat there, legs over mine, my left hand burried in your inner thigh my right hand on the outside of your other leg, your head on my shoulder and your arm wrapped round mine gently running your fingers up and down my right arm. i looked down at you and then looked out the window and thought to myself ''so, this is what happiness feels like'' but that never lasted long, you promised me you wouldnt leave and not only did you go against your word but you left with no explanation and gosh that stung. But as matty healy said ''dont fall in love with the moment and think your in love with the girl'' and you've moved on now so as much as all my feelings are still stronger than ever for you i need to do the same but im just not quite ready to fully let go. come back one day pls, come back and make me feel that buzz of happiness again. I miss you gorgeous. S x