Unsent Messages

I just wanna heal from you and move on. Why does it have to be you. Like after that one afternoon we really did drift. I told my friends I was over you but I really am not. Our calls, watching you game, going over to your house, sending each other memes, late night talks I really miss. I just miss you. I don't even care about the fact I can't be with you but the fact that I feel like we're not even friends anymore wtf. I just miss you. Maybe I am just being overdramatic but youre always so dry but those two nights during the holidays really did hit different. I felt like we had such a good connection but since that day we really did drift. I don't wanna admit it but like we really did. We even made a playlist together. I miss you and our talks please talk to me. I am sorry. Would things have been really different if I confessed that day. I am sorry. I wish I could do something. Bye