Unsent Messages

I wish we could’ve cried it out together and you actually wanted to listen to what I had to say or how I truly felt from the situation. I wanted to listen to anything you had to say but you didn’t have anything else to say. You seeming like you didn’t even want to know showed me enough. We’re friends. Of course we’re friends. I forgave but I won’t ever forget the look in your eyes as you sat there laughing. If you wanted to know you would’ve asked. Yes I would’ve told you if I wanted to tell you but why would I when it seemed like you didn’t want to communicate about it anymore. You didn’t want to know. I’ll miss you forever but when in the future I decide to do something irreversible, I hope you’re not there to see it for yourself. My tears are irrelevant, just like me. You can miss me but all I wanted was for you to actually talk to me. I really did love you and I would’ve done anything for you. It was all just a game to you right. As you said you were faking it. I don’t even know why you said some things. Did i truly do something wrong? I wanted to clarify so many things from that day but it’s all about pushing it under the rug for you. My fault for loving and caring too hard. Enjoy life. :)