I don't hate anyone, including you. You are the one who is having a hard time accepting the outcome of your choices. You ended everything, no choice was given to me. You, yourself did that. You showed me that our friendship was worth that choice, whether it was impulsive or not, it was said and done. No explanations, no choices, no nothing. Your feelings are valid, they always have been. but do not project your regret onto me when you made that decision and especially when I was forced to moved on so long ago.