You really seem happy now and moved on. I’m glad and I think you deserve it. Nothing excuses the way I treated you and I’m sorry. I hope you didn’t believe anything I said because i never thought that poorly of you. Although, I think you hurt me on purpose at time and you were a little bit ill intended and bad at communicating- you didn’t deserve the way I treated you. I screwed up a lot more. I hope you weren’t trying to use me because you really made it seem like you wanted something real. I guess I’ll never know. I wish we talked things through and things ended better but you deserve to be happy and you seem like you are.