Unsent Messages

idrk how i should start this but i thought i would say that you were the first guy i fell in love with. couldn’t tell u really why i fell for u because i hardly knew u. but i did. ur with someone else and i hope you’re happy. u deserve to be happy and so do i. but thank u for talking to me whenever u were just bored because that really fucked me up and i ended up falling way too hard for u and u felt nothing. u made me feel special until i realized u only wanted my body. so yes i hope you’re happy in life but fuck u. ik it’s been a long time since we have talked but i really hope u have grown tf up. i’m younger then u and it was humiliating to be played like that. i hope you’ve grown up a lil bit cause i have and now i finally realize how immature u were. i always looked at u as the older guy that was reserved funny kinda kept to himself and just knew everything and was wise beyond his years. maybe u r now but u weren’t then and it’s taken me so long to realize it. i hope u see this. i hope u wonder who in tf wrote it. i’m finally over it all. THE WHOLE THING.